Exactly 3 years ago I shared this picture of Morgan. One of Morgan’s friends (Gabi) superimposed the saying over Morgan’s picture and I wanted to share it again today with all of you.  It’s so Morgan, always with her camera.

Morgan loved life and lived it to it’s fullest.  She never wanted to leave – she had so many wonderful plans for her future, until a horrible, sick stalker took them all away.  Every single day, since her death, I still experience the feeling of a deep, guttural, and primal scream, a scream that I repress, but one that still wants to come out of my body. I experience this every time I think about how Morgan should not have been taken from us.

But then when that horrible pain bubbles up from the depths of my soul a strange thing always happens, I feel a warm “blast” hit me in my right shoulder & upper back. This “blast” soothes away the pain and allows just the tears to flow from my eyes. I know this warm “blast” is a blast of love from Morgan – she is not gone, she is just no longer on this same plane, and I know I will see her again some day.  Morgan encourages me to fight on for justice.  Justice for Morgan, justice for other victims of stalking, missing persons, and cold cases.  All cases that have loved ones, just like our family, that want, and deserve justice.

With love and gratitude for my loving youngest child Morgan.

Toni  (Always Morgan’s Mom)