Questions & Answers About Our Cameras

A reader just wrote in to me and I would like to share her comment and my answer with all of you.

Stephanie wrote: I have so many questions after watching this episode… It’s all I can think about… The night she died wouldnt all the home surveillance camera have caught him on tape somewhere ? Something just doesnt add up.. In the last 2 hours I have read everything I could find about this case… I am truly sorry for your loss.

Answer: Stephanie we had 6 home cameras and yes, they did catch things. The problem is none were pointed at the front door or back door – they were always mounted on the house pointing away from the house in order to catch a person coming towards the house.   If they were pointed at the doors it would only have caught the back of them and whenever that happened the sheriffs said they couldn’t make an id. A person could have cut across the lawn and stepped over our short fence in one of the uncovered spots (the cameras could not cover every spot) and then moved along the side of the house in order to get to one of our doors undetected. It was not a good system especially for stalkers that are always there, always watching, and already have been arrested for breaking and entering as Morgan’s stalker had been. Morgan’s stalker repeatedly pushed the numbers on our front door code lock trying to get in after we installed the new front door lock. This was after our front door lock broke unexpectedly after the first couple of weeks of her stalking (coincidence?  I don’t think so). We believe he was in our house many times when we were gone before her murder and yes, that is something that happens in stalking cases, and no there is usually no sign of forced entry. The night Morgan was murdered she had had a wonderful and happy day. Her friend had slept over the night before to protect her, she had gone to the shop with her dad to help pack up, she was happy to see her brother when he showed up and gave him a big kiss, she called me on the phone to say, “You rock!” because I had just made some phone calls and found a connection to a witness for the detective. She came home, showered, talked to me about ordering her puppy a new name tag, went in her room played her music while singing and curling her hair, put on make-up, and told me she was going out to meet a friend. She did meet a friend to take him job hunting, she had helped him get off drugs and now she wanted him to get a job so he wouldn’t have to go back to Denver and be exposed to his same friends that did those drugs. She then tried to sleep over his Aunt’s house (because she was scared to sleep at home without a friend with her) but was told that wasn’t a good night, his Aunt had just come home from work with a migraine. Then she left to come home, stopped at another friend’s house and asked if he could sleep over, but he said no – so she came home alone at 9:04 pm. She was scared. The only other night that week she slept home alone she had to leave for the safety of one of her friend’s grandma’s house in the middle of the night because of her stalker, and yes this was reported to the sheriffs.  They showed up 45 minutes later and yes, it was the same evening our next door neighbors were robbed. People think just because Steve and I were home she felt safe…wrong, not at that time, not after 4 months of terrorization. She had asked Steve for a knife the night before her murder, he bought her one, it was in the bed next to her body when we found her. Our house was a one story large house, our room on the very back and Morgan’s room on the very front, that’s why she had a panic button. She refused to sleep in our closet after the first month, her back hurt too much, she had the knife, pepper spray and her panic button, but stalkers still manage to get into celebrities homes, homes that have armed guards, alarm systems, dogs, all kinds of security and yet people wonder how it could be possible that Morgan’s stalker got into her room. Every single piece of physical evidence, including Morgan’s body, the morning of her murder points to foul play, it points to someone being in her room and yet people desperately want to hold on to the belief that the sheriffs and coroner are correct. In reality the toxicology results and physical evidence contradicts what the coroner said.  They don’t want to see there was a their cover up of a capital crime. It is our job now to help people understand that this does happen. It’s hard to comprehend, it was for us, people want to know if it was because the stalker was a confidential informant, or did he have some ties to the sheriff’s department, was it because the sheriffs department doesn’t want any violent crimes on it’s national statistics because of the tourist industry, is it because of the illegal practices of the coroner’s department that needed to be kept secret, and on and on….there could be multiple reasons, but for us those reasons don’t mean anything, we just know they lied and wrote down false statements, they destroyed evidence, they dug in their heals and refused to let any other law enforcement agency in to review the case.  

If we don’t do our job exposing the truth then how can things ever change? How will there ever be accountability? Morgan loved life – that was the last thing she posted on her Facebook page 2 days before her murder. She loved life so much she would go outside to stand out in the rain smiling. She would stop her car to watch an eagle fly in the sky. She would walk down to the river and sit with her feet in the water. She had to tell me every single day how beautiful “she was” meaning Mount Sopris – the ever changing and beautiful mountain she saw everywhere she went.  She was a photographer and constantly took pictures…seeing her pictures now you can view life through Morgan’s eyes and it is a beautiful life that she saw. Morgan fought her assailant with everything she had, but lost. Her body reflected that fight. It angers me that a small group of women on the Internet started a smear campaign from the very start and have continued on for almost 4 years. Women that know nothing about the case except what they have read from the sheriff and coroner, redacted for their readers and added their own vicious lies into. They care nothing for the truth as I believe there is an ulterior motive behind what they have been doing. Their job is to never allow Morgan’s case to get investigated and who do you think gains from their efforts? We know a lot more about who these few people are and why they are doing this and who they are doing this for. The DOJ knows these people exist and why they do what they do, but engaging them is not to our best interest. We need all our energy and time spent on getting Morgan’s case investigated. No matter how many road blocks the “others” put up we will go around them – I promise you.

Stephanie also wrote: Did you ever at any point ever lay your eyes on him? What about the young adults that she seemed to be having trouble with were they ever questioned?

Answer: Yes, I saw him, our neighbor saw him, and Morgan saw him multiple times and reported it – the sheriffs knew…even put his picture and the picture of his car on a poster for the other officers to see. Morgan wasn’t having trouble with any other young adults, she went to college and to visit friends on an almost daily schedule up until her murder. These were others she did not know, assumedly Brooke’s friends. And there were never any young adults standing together staring at our house I guess that was just part of their dramatization.  After Morgan’s murder 2 of her friends said that Brooke and her friends were jealous of Morgan and hated her and they had heard Brooke say, “that bitch is going to get it.” All Morgan did was not go near Brooke, but Brooke obviously took that as a reason to want to hurt Morgan. Brooke has problems and has been arrested for being violent, Morgan knew that and wanted nothing to do with her.

Do your police know how to stop your stalker?

HawaiisignIf you don’t know what you are up against how can you protect yourself?

Research into stalking behavior has led to classifications of the different types of stalkers.  Typology of Morgan’s stalker – Serial predatory stalker

Do your police know how to stop your stalker?

Our sheriff’s department had no clue about how to stop a stalker and it cost Morgan her life. Don’t let this happen to you! The single biggest piece of information we need to share with all other victims is that we knew far too little about stalking at that time, and what we know now we learned far too late for Morgan. So educate yourself with all the information you can find about stalkers and other stalking situations.  There are many good resources for stalking victims on the Internet as well as books, etc.  Another suggestion, if you are a current victim that is being stalked contact your state’s victims rights specialist and ask for advice and help.

We now know Morgan’s stalker was what is called a predatory stalker. This type of stalker has telling signs that were all there in Morgan’s case.

  • They hide their identity – In Morgan’s case he chose the cover of darkness, hiding in bushes, on our roof, it was so erie and frightening at the time to look out into darkness and just know he could be right there watching and waiting.
  • They want their victim to know they are right there, tapping on windows is a common trait – in Morgan’s case he was able to tap and bang on her windows without detection for months It was years after her death before we had enough clues to know how he might have been able to do this and it is actually quite simple.
  • They stalk for a shorter period of time
  • The are the most likely to end in violence
  • Researchers believe that during the stalking they fantasize about the all important end, plotting and planning exactly what they are going to do and how they are going to do it.

These were all very large red flags that we knew nothing about at the time. Morgan’s felony stalking detective that was assigned to her case told us he had just gone to a seminar on stalking and suggested we read this book they had given to them in his class.  I purchased the book and read it.  I then started asking questions about the connections and suggestions in the book as it pertained to Morgan’s stalking.  The detective then discounted what the book was saying.

We have been told that Morgan’s stalker, and his accomplice both had extensive juvenile criminal records, and we found out after Morgan’s murder that her stalker also had adult criminal records for many things including breaking and entering as well as criminal trespass (another term for stalking?).  Other parents also came to us after Morgan’s murder to inform us that her stalker was a drug dealer and from a gang where he met his accomplice.  All these things were not known to us at the time of Morgan’s stalking, but they were known to the Garfield County Sheriffs, and my question is…how could they have not known Morgan was in extreme danger, and why did they not share this information with us so we could have made sure she fled her stalker?

Morgan’s stalker was an accomplished trophy hunter from a very young age, very skilled in bow hunting which requires the utmost in abilities of concealment for long periods of time to be successful – perfect training for a stalker. He was a trophy hunter traveling the country in search of larger and more challenging prey to stalk and kill. This is yet another red flag. A retired FBI profiler believes that if there is a pool of suspects, and one is a trophy hunter, then he is your top suspect.

Does your stalker have a long history of stalking?

Serial stalkers bring greatly increased danger to their stalking, there was a long history of stalking in our area, only the sheriffs didn’t call it stalking. They wrote in their reports harassment, trespass, minor things like that, but never stalking.  Perhaps this keeps their crime statistics low and they like it like that. In Morgan’s case early on the patrol deputies told us about 5 separate incidents the summer before in the neighborhood across from us.  The same MO of tapping on the windows and a hooded figure dressed all in black staring up at their windows.  They said on the last incident a trash can was knocked over, the young woman visiting from out of town and alone in the house thought maybe it was a bear or some other kind of wildlife so she opened the door to see what it was and was shocked to see a person all dressed in black with a hood over their head.  Startled she ran back in the house, locked the door and called 911.  The hooded figure took off.  Patrol officers were luckily near by at that time and had a tracking dog with them.  They tracked the offender for over a mile and then lost him – most likely because of the water in the irrigation ditches at that time.

But then the felony stalking detective assigned to Morgan’s case said “I looked in to this and discovered it was really a rash of car stereo thefts not stalking at all.”  At least that is what he told me. I had a hard time believing the other 2 sheriff’s patrol officers individually made up the story about the previous summer so I was suspicious, but other people said I should believe the detective, why wouldn’t I?  But it was a lie. And the the truth began to present itself after Morgan’s murder – this was a serial stalker. I learned the truth, first because of the blog … other victims that had been stalked in the neighborhood across the road from us wrote in, one incident had happened just 2 weeks before Morgan returned back from California and her stalking had started.  They said they reported their incidents to the sheriffs and the sheriffs came out to their homes to investigate.  If these people had not written in to me I would never have known that the detective had been lying, something he did whenever he needed, but for what reason?  Was this all to keep the crime statistics low.  Were they worried if the truth came out the tourist industry would be hit?  Do they just not care about women – are girls and young woman in Garfield County not worth their time?  Crimes against women in the Garfield County Colorado area do exist, but you never hear about them.  What is going on?

You need to be your own advocate.  You need to take every precaution necessary to stay safe…you can not count on law enforcement to do that for you.  I love that Discovery ID says, “Finding The Truth Starts With Suspicion.”  It is so true.

We were all born with intuition for a reason.  Be skeptical about what you hear.  Sometimes people make up nonsensical excuses (lies) for things you know are not right.  Your “gut” will tell you when things don’t make sense and if they don’t make sense they are most likely wrong.

Be your own advocate for not only yourself, but your family as well.  Eyes wide open, see the facts for yourself instead of believing what others would like you to believe.  The facts don’t lie…the truth is the truth no matter how hard people try to hide it.

TODAY (September 25th) IS NATIONAL DAY OF REMEMBRANCE FOR MURDER VICTIMS

NATIONAL DAY OF REMEMBRANCE FOR MURDER VICTIMS
September 25, 2013
Please join COVA, the Victim Assistance Unit of the Denver Police Department, MADD, the Front Range Chapter of POMC, Voices of Victims, and Families of Homicide Victims and Missing Persons as we pause to remember all victims of homicide, for the 7th Annual National Day of Remembrance for Murder Victims.Families of murder victims are encouraged to bring a picture of their loved one to display.  A representative from each family may present the name of their loved one, date of birth, and date of death at the microphone.  The media is expected to be in attendance.
Time: 11:00AM-1:00PMLocation: 1371 Cherokee Street(Plaza in front of the new Denver Crime Lab)

Featured Speaker: Jayann Sepich, Founder, DNA Saves

 

After the 2003 brutal rape and murder of her firstborn, Katie, Jayann and her family established DNA Saves, a non-profit organization dedicated to the passage of arrestee testing laws, in December of 2008.  Jayann, along with her family made it their mission to see legislation passed in all 50 states to mandate taking DNA upon felony arrest, called “Katie’s Law”. Colorado passed Katie’s Law in 2009.

 

Jayann says that she is an ordinary woman placed in an extraordinary circumstance.  She believes that through DNA testing of arrestees, lives will be saved and crimes prevented, and families spared the pain of burying a loved one.

The annual National Day of Remembrance for Murder Victims allows the opportunity to remember those lost to homicide, and honor their memories.  September 25th was chosen to honor POMC founders Robert and Charlotte Hullinger of Cincinnati, Ohio, whose daughter was murdered on that date in 1978.

A little more about Morgan…her stalker can’t take away all the beautiful times she spent on this earth

Morgan's birhtday

Morgan’s birthday

Who was Morgan – really?  I am not quite sure why I feel the need to write this down right now, but remember how I said you should always go with what your intuition is telling you?  Well mine is telling me that even though I know who Morgan was, even though her whole family, and her friends know who Morgan was, not everyone knew her.  I have tried, throughout this blog, using her text messages, and daily events that happened to her to give everyone a look into who she really was, but now my intuition is telling me to explain more.

Morgan was 19 when her stalking started.  She turned twenty about 2 weeks later – she was born in August, she was a Leo – that should explain to some of you about her drive and her inner courage.  She was not shy about speaking out when she thought someone was being unjustly persecuted.  Morgan always stood up for her own rights as well, and enjoyed her freedom.  After raising two other children, and being involved in so many other children’s lives over the years I knew that at age 20, I could not even begin to tell Morgan what to do, I could only explain to her why I would like her to do things like, text me on her way home, always let me know where she was, and who she was with, and always carry pepper spray on her – but this was only during her stalking – we never had to employ any of this before her stalking began, as some people have suggested.  We actually thought we lived in a safe place, but I now know no place in this world is safe from evil.  Morgan was such a sweet and loving soul that she never argued about my suggestions, she knew I was worried about her, and she did not want to cause me, or her father or anyone else any additional stress so our beautiful and kind daughter took my suggestions willingly…she was frightened too, and as other stalking victims have said to me over, and over again about how they felt while being stalked, Morgan said the same thing – she just wanted it to stop, she just wanted to believe it was over…they all do.  Morgan tried to tell herself, as did I, if it was quiet for a day or two that maybe it was over…but it wasn’t.

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Morgan was our youngest child, one of three.  Her older sister and brother adored her.  She was a twin, but I lost her twin during my pregnancy, and Morgan (our little Leo) hung in there, she was tough.  When Morgan was only 11 years old she was exposed to chronic Carbon Monoxide for a year – it was horrible!  She went from feeling like she had the flu to being so sick she started to lose her hair – she was pale and would shake all over.  Steve and I have great insurance so we brought her to Children’s hospital, and every specialist we could think of in Colorado, but they could not figure out what was wrong with her.  Morgan was so brave, and so happy when we finally found out what was causing the problem. We got her out of that house immediately, it was hard because it was the middle of winter in a ski town so there were not many places available, but she never complained – not even once, again she was very tough.  She was so happy to be feeling better and to be back in school with her friends – unfortunately at that time we had no idea that the Carbon Monoxide would cause her more problems down the line…but what did Morgan do?  It would have been easy for her to let it hold her back, let her fade into the background, but Morgan said she was happy about all the problems she had suffered through, because she felt that it had made her stronger and even more driven.  She wrote, and did two speeches about it – she wanted to get her story out so others would know the dangers of Chronic Carbon Monoxide poisoning…not just Acute Carbon Monoxide poisoning like we sadly read about in the paper, after a whole family dies.

She was not materialistic, she loved going on “road trips” with her father and I – she always kidded us that we were a “crack-up”, as did some of her friends that we would invite along, all these trips and outings have left us amazing and happy memories that I wouldn’t change for anything.  As a family we always loved having kids in the house, we sponsored hockey kids for a year, had various cousins live with us at times, enjoyed having big holiday dinners and BBQ’s.  Morgan always enjoyed all the holiday craft times, egg dying, Christmas ornament making, and in her last two years became enamored with baking desserts for everyone.

Morgan even made heart shapes out of parmesan cheese :}

Morgan even made heart shapes out of parmesan cheese :}

Morgan had just finished her first two years of college and transferred her credits to CU Boulder so she could finish up her last two years and receive her BA.  Morgan wrote the following just before she was murdered, she thought she was going to get the chance to finish up her last 2 years of college and then go on to law school. She loved Philosophy and couldn’t wait to do even more good things with her life…now we are all going to help her fight for woman’s rights, as well as the right for all humanity to be treated equally. Change will be made – we are all here to help see this through Morgan.

Morgan wrote: About to spend the next two years overdosing on Philosophy in an amazing way. Also, anyone interested in perhaps making a grassroots effort to make a difference for woman’s rights? Anyone?

Her other passion, besides learning was her pets.  She loved all animals, and they always loved her.  Her cat Mogwai loved sleeping in her suitcase.  Whenever he heard her come home from school but not come in her room he would yell out, “,Ma, Ma”  he was a total Mama’s boy.

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Her horse TC love her so much – they were like brother and sister.  He knew when she was killed.  I went to tell him later that same day and when he saw me he reared up, threw his head from side to side and yelled out.  You could see in his eyes that he already knew and was extremely upset.  He would not come to me and he always comes to me.  I just cried and told him how sorry I was that I didn’t protect her.  No one in this world could tell me animals don’t know.  I was there and saw how her horse reacted that day and I am here to tell you he has never done that in his life…he knew, and he was very angry that this had happened to someone so dear to his heart, someone he could communicate with, someone who was so caring and gentle.  I also would like to tell you that horses NEVER forget.tc2

 

 

 

Morgan and her puppy Wylah May – Morgan adored this little one.  Morgan worked very hard on a movie in California in the beginning of that summer and spent all her hard-earned money on that puppy.  Made her special food, took her down to the river, the parks, took her for play dates with other dogs…this little dog was like a baby to her.  Wylah was about 5 months old when Morgan was murdered.  She is now an older, wiser, and beautiful dog.  She is sweet and loving and great with other dogs but very weary of certain people – even if they are far away when she is on a walk she observes people around her and actually growled at a strange-looking man just a week ago.  I guess she is a hyper-vigilant dog now.

Morgan and Wylah with bubbles

Morgan and Wylah with bubbles

She loved her little happy ferrets – they always made us smile.

Morgan's ferret Mocha peeking out of a bag

Morgan’s ferret Mocha peeking out of a bag

And Tessi missing Morgan coming through the front door, and while petting her always called her beautiful. Tessi and Morgan would always be together on the couch when Morgan was watching television.  She seemed to like all the movies Morgan liked.  Tessi misses Morgan so very much!

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And of course I could go on for years writing just this one post about Morgan because there are so many wonderful things about her I could never put them in one post but I hope throughout the entire blog you will get the true “sense” of who Morgan was.  She is the most beautiful, and gentle soul I have ever met, and I am truly proud to have been her mother.  We will get justice and we will make changes…count on it.

 

Understanding the stalker, and the responsibilities of being a good parent, and a good human being

As the world grows it learns.  The FBI has begun to further understand the intricate nuances of stalkers and their multifaceted dangers.  Click here for a great article to read about predatory stalkers. 

Keenan Vanginkel stalked and escalated, as predicted that he would.  The lead detective assigned to Morgan’s felony stalking case knew the escalation was coming, and tried to warn us only two days before Morgan’s murder, at the same time he said he felt he was getting very close to making an arrest.  I do not think the detective knew what kind of escalation it would be, but he did say he felt it would escalate, and sadly for our daughter Morgan it was all too little, and too late.  She is now dead, and after the unspeakable travesties of Garfield County, Steve and I are stuck in a gut-wrenching, and never-ending rut of correcting those who should have been protecting Morgan, and her rights (before, and after her murder), but were not…

An afternoon in Santa Fe

An afternoon in Santa Fe

The last words of the detective, before Morgan was killed, was not only that her stalking was going to – “if anything it’s most likely going to escalate,” it was also that he wasn’t sure if Keenan’s girlfriend Brooke was not involved at all – OR, as he had begun to think more so lately, that she was very involved.  When your daughter is murdered somehow the who was more involved loses some of its fire.

So many lies have been uncovered that it is hard, really hard, not to point fingers at those who knew, and chose to pretend they did not.  Such as even the father of Brooke.  He confessed on the morning that Morgan’s body was found, to a client and certainly, by his own admissions,  knew enough to put a stop to it, but chose not to.  Instead he found it more important to protect his daughter.

There is a trend unraveling in Colorado these days, parents exposing the crimes and culpability of their children so others will not suffer.  It is an in-depth and complex idea.  Just the slightest word from a parent to law enforcement, that is willing to listen, has solved some of the shocking crimes that plague Colorado of late.  But you see there are two parts to the equation.  First there is a parent willing to give up the knowledge, and then there is law enforcement willing to listen. Here are some examples recently in Colorado:

1. His mother called 911 on Oct. 23, saying he wanted to confess to the Jessica Ridgeway Murder: Austin Sigg, teen suspect in slaying of 10-year-old Colo. girl Read more: http://www.foxnews.com/us/2013/04/12/colorado-teen-pleads-not-guilty-in-murder-10-year-old-girl/#ixzz2dt6rZTJR

2. In a plot to kidnap, beat a man and then dump him in the woods to starve, the parents of some of the boys that were plotting this crime turned over information about the alleged plot to the Eagle County Sheriff’s Office and Basalt Police Department. Read more: http://www.vaildaily.com/article/20120420/NEWS/120429983

In Morgan’s case there was neither.  On one hand the parent was, “just protecting his daughter,”  and on the other hand there were county officials that wanted to ignore what was, and had happened.  There was the Garfield County Sheriff Lou Vallario stating on camera for CBS Channel 4 that he would “never open this case.”  At least he knew it was a case.  And the contracted Forensic Pathologist was busily threatening me to stop having Morgan’s doctors, as well as other specialists tell him that she did not die of natural causes.  That at the very least (especially under the circumstances of felony stalking) Morgan’s case should have been written up as undetermined (open an investigation) or homicide (open an investigation).  Who threatens a mother to give up the quest for justice for their daughter?

The only thing that has changed is not where I end, but rather where I start.  You see I have never had to suffer the loss of a murdered daughter before.  And I have never been left with the task of trying to squeeze justice from those that just want us to just go away.  The unbelievable has unfolded within this blog many times.  I now think it is about to take a turn for Morgan.  And if anyone deserves a turn at justice, it is our daughter Morgan.  She cared, and loved, and wanted only to help others.  That much is without doubt.  She was also viciously murdered, and suffered through every attempt that Garfield County has done to hide that fact.

I so dearly wish I could share her smile with the world just one more time, but instead I will have to settle for letting everyone see what really happened to her. And hope that in so doing many more will be saved.  Stalking needs to be taken seriously by all offices of law enforcement (not just some), by all judges (not just some) and no more excuses, no more hidden agendas, we want transparency.  We miss you Morgan, but we will never give up the quest for justice.