FOR ANYONE READING THIS, WHO MAY QUESTION WHY I WOULD ACCUSE SOMEONE OF BEING A STALKER…READ ABOVE FOR YOURSELF, MORGAN WAS STALKED & THERE WAS A SUSPECT – MORGAN WAS ALSO MURDERED, AND NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU MAY TRY TO PRETEND IT DIDN’T HAPPEN – IT DID.
MORGAN WILL GET JUSTICE, BECAUSE I WILL NEVER STOP PUSHING FOR JUSTICE!
It is true – circumstances created who I am today, and I will never be the same person I was before my daughter was stalked & murdered…how could I be? My youngest child was murdered – there is no “moving on,” or “getting over it.” Nothing can “fix” my heartache. I have had to learn to continue to live without Morgan. Her father Steve, has had to learn to live without Morgan, as well as her sister and brother, grandparents, Aunts & Uncles, cousins, niece & nephew, friends and soulmates. And why? All because a sick and horrible monster decided to take her life.
Now we are getting closer to the holidays…those are some of the worst times. Everything I see, everything I cook, everything I do, reminds me of Morgan. From pomegranates to Nosa yogurt, all Morgan’s favorite foods tug at my heart. Seeing snow on the mountain top reminds me of Morgan saying, “Mom, look at the mountain, she changes every day and she is so beautiful.” I could go on and on about every single little thing that makes my heart feel like it’s being crushed, while I try so hard to keep from crying.
I know I am not alone, many other parents of murdered children feel the same way I do. It is one of the most extreme traumas any parent can experience, and it changes you forever. There is anger and deep pain.
I want justice for my precious daughter Morgan for many reasons, and one of those reasons is because I can’t bear the thought of another family going through what our family has gone through if and when Morgan’s murderer has the opportunity to kill again…so I continue on every day with my fight for justice…there really is no other choice, just like I am sure you would do if it were your daughter. Please pray for justice.