Reporter Justin Joseph of Fox31 News Denver helped the family of Ashley Fallis to uncover the facts and evidence about her murder, like in Morgan’s case Ashley’s death was being called a suicide. A new investigation is now being opened! I applaud this reporter and Fox31 News Denver for helping this family in their time of need to illuminate the truth!
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Coming out of a long lull…Stalker / Murderer please beware – we are stronger than ever now ! ! !
Looking through the so many photographs Morgan took this picture Morgan shot of the sun breaking out through the branches of the tree just reminded me of the strength and determination within Steve and I that has been quite for perhaps a little too long. So after a long lull without writing on this blog I have decided to burst forward again now. No more silence.
John Edward had posted that the greatest pleasure in life is doing something people say you can not do, and we WILL do this Morgan – that I promise you. It is taking a long time, but we won’t give up, and we will make sure the truth comes out no matter how hard people try to stop us – remember we NEVER GIVE UP!
I have been extremely hesitant up until now to share all the evidence we have that Morgan was murdered, and who murdered her. I was hesitant, but at the same time I was releasing what I thought was enough information to help officials understand that this was an investigation that should be opened. This is not really “my” evidence, but rather the professional opinions shared with us based on the facts of Morgan’s case. As if a law enforcement agency had conducted an investigation into how – a young woman in excellent health and the victim of a felony stalking case was suddenly dead. Days after her stalking was thought to escalate by the lead investigator. When she was killed, the story slowly changed and grieving parents were far too trusting of those officials.
Since then, many tens of thousands of people have written in to us to tell us that they feel the same way we do and could not for the life of them figure out why the investigation had not been opened. I felt that only a law enforcement agency should have all the evidence to be on the safe side, in order to get a conviction someday, but now I am not so sure it has to wait for that time to come.
So Steve and I have discussed this and decided that I should change this blog very soon – to change the story line to be all about sharing all the evidence of the excruciating story of Morgan’s murder, not just limit it to the title of Morgan’s Stalking and what has been told so far about her stalking. However I can’t stress enough how the story of Morgan’s stalking has opened many eyes around the world and I have been very blessed to have been able to share real life information with other stalking victims through this blog, information that ultimately was able to help so many victims of not only stalking but of vicious crimes against victims screaming for help. Helping others will always be my path now, but it is time to come out fighting for Morgan once again…and trust me – we will be fierce and unyielding to those who were involved in her death. Our path will be the truth, scientific, forensic, and undeniable. Because when you come from the truth, it makes it extremely difficult for the wrongdoers and those who would protect them to hide behind their pat, but so far less-than-true answers.
I have recently had people send me emails about things that are being said on the Internet about me, Morgan, my family, supporters, and on and on. The funny thing about what I am hearing is number one, none of these people knew anything about Morgan or our family. None of these people knew anything about Morgan’s life…they didn’t know her as a free spirit, a lover of life, and most importantly, a devout helper of others. They certainly weren’t able to even begin to see how horrific her stalking was, and how she tried her best to continue her life loving and helping others so as not to let someone else have control over her. Morgan was always first and foremost a fighter. Morgan fought for herself and others so many times over the years…she fought with wit, dignity and perseverance. If only she had been returned the love she gave in her death, instead of weak attempts to pretend it never happened at all.
I can try to tell you that the morning we found Morgan’s lifeless body was the worse day a parent could ever imagine, but no parent could ever give that instant the justice it deserves. Now, March 4, 2014, over 2 years removed from that unimaginable day and with so many experts weighing in on all the evidence, we not only know Morgan was murdered, but we also know it was a horrific murder, and Morgan did suffer. Morgan even managed to leave a conclusive sign as to who the murderer was – we did not find this out until one year and 11 months after her murder. The reason it has taken so long for us to learn what really happened to our youngest daughter Morgan is a story within itself.
To all of you who have supported Morgan (Team Morgan), and our fight for justice over these past two years, Steve and I are eternally grateful – we love you all, and we want you all to know that you have helped so many others besides just us. You have given us strength, made comments with stories that have helped other victims feel empowered and not so alone in their own fight. Your voices are being heard, and so is Morgan’s voice. I have always tried to keep this blog available as a tool for education, and comfort, and at the same time telling Morgan’s story for all to learn from.
But now it is time for me to start to reveal the darker and more insidious things that happened in order to show how really pathetic and ridiculous this is for Colorado to put up with this type of thing going on. This is no longer the wild west where people get away with whatever they want to get away with. Criminals should not be allowed to kill and kill again, over and over until someday maybe they are caught. How many victims should there be? What if one of the victims were your loved one, your child? If the criminal had been caught right away (and yes there usually is some evidence and/or people who always know, but are afraid to tell) then how many innocent lives would have been saved?
This is our reasoning for changing the direction of my writing in the months to come. The Aspen Daily News says on its front page, “If you don’t want it printed, don’t let it happen.” and emphatically, that is not only profound but it is what I believe, having learned the hardest way possible. To those who have killed our child, stolen a precious soul from our world, and then lied about our family and threatened anyone that stands with us in truth or even the search for it – watch out…if you did it will now be printed.
An article from the Journal of Criminal Justice – how would you react if your daughter was stalked & murdered?
Let’s say for a moment (and I pray this will never be true in your case) that your daughter has a stalker – you want to keep your daughter safe so you call law enforcement, but at the same time you don’t just sit back and hope they protect her (you realize they can’t be everywhere all the time), you also do everything you can think of to keep her safe, while at the same time trusting in law enforcement to do their job. You have no experience when it comes to stalking situations, you have only heard about celebrity stalkers, and you have no idea what to do or not to do.
Everyone you confide in has different suggestions – you decide to do as many as possible. Motion alarms, motions lights, cameras, pepper spray, mace with a staining solution that glows in the dark, water and rake the ground in order to get better footprints, observe what lights are on in neighboring houses or what cars are in driveways in the middle of the night when the stalker was just at your house, do your own stake-out, keep a timeline, borrow a watch dog, (we did that for a week, we love our dog, but just as a few of our readers have said that have the same breed as our dog, our dog is not a watch dog, never barked when the code on the front door was pushed, never barked when tapping happened on the windows), she only barks when she hears the doorbell ring (Morgan’s stalker did not ring the doorbell), or when she hears a loud knocking on the front door (Morgan’s stalker did not do that either), or if she sees someone through a window that she does not trust (that happened once when the stalker came up our driveway at night and she saw him through the front door window, read about that one here, October 18, 2011), but she did bark 3 times because of the stalker that I remember during that 4 month period, once which I mentioned above, once when I was in my office in the very front of the house, I had not gone to bed yet – I was waiting up to meet Morgan in the driveway, and Morgan called to say she would not be home until morning because she was sleeping at a friend’s house – she was exhausted and wanted to get a full nights sleep. As soon as I hung up the phone something hard, and loud hit my window – I was startled and jumped, as did our dog, who was lying on the floor next to where I was standing, and she started to bark. That was my first time to feel the absolute skin crawling fright that Morgan had been experiencing almost every day – and that was the first, and one of the 3 times our dog barked because of the stalker. Suggestions like a bear trap, fish hooks on invisible fishing line hanging from the trees, things like that I couldn’t do – I love animals just like Morgan did, and injuring or killing an animal while trying to catch or stop a stalker did not sound like the right thing to do at the time.
Then your daughter’s stalking case becomes a FELONY STALKING case, and a detective is assigned to the case. You breathe a sigh of relief (because you trust law enforcement, you, like me, have seen some amazing heroes over the years), but you still keep trying to come up with ways to catch the stalker, as well as ways to protect your daughter, because you are a parent, and that is what parents are supposed to do…protect your child. With all the things we had tried we were still trying to add more things – wouldn’t you? I told Morgan I would purchase a taser gun for her, she said she wouldn’t be able to use it. Why? She said, “Mom picture this, I am walking from the car to the house, holding car keys in one hand, along with pepper spray and my puppies leash in the other hand, how am I supposed to hold a taser and use it?” So much for that idea…so I kept meeting her every time she drove home, in the driveway with pepper spray in my hand as well. She would always send me a text to tell me she was on her way home, and I would wait for her and meet her outside – no matter what the weather was like, I’m sure you would do the same to protect your daughter. Were her text messages being monitored? I asked the detective, but he said he didn’t know of any software that could do that. Relatives said to carry a gun – we had one – and if we had to use it in the house we would have, but we lived in a neighborhood with houses fairly close together so if we saw the stalker running outside of our house and shot at him and missed the bullet could have gone right into a neighbor’s house and wounded, or even worse, killed an innocent person – that to me was not a valid option either.
Then after four months of being terrorized, the unthinkable happens…you find your daughter’s lifeless body. You call 911 – you do CPR until the EMT’s rush into your home to take over, with so much hope and determination in their eyes, definitely heroes trying to save our 20-year-old with so much life still ahead of her, only to bow their heads in defeat. Your mind swirls thinking you must be having a nightmare. This can’t be happening! Please take me not her…then your mind starts up with all the questions – what happened, how did this happen, how could this happen to her?
This is now the worst pain you have ever felt in your entire life and it doesn’t end there. That same morning you are told there are no signs of forced entry, no signs of a sexual assault, no signs of a struggle, no signs of suicide, and at this time law enforcement tells you her death is a mystery. Your mind screams – mystery? She is a healthy 20-year-old that has a felony stalker that has been terrorizing her for 4 months, and you were just told by the lead detective (only 2 days earlier) that in his opinion the stalker would not stop, if anything he would escalate – you start to ask question after question, hoping for some answers that make sense, but don’t get any, and all you can do now is still trust that law enforcement is really investigating, and will give you some answers. Unfortunately you are wrong… it has now been one year, and nine months and you still have not received the information that you have requested, and deserve to have.
What would you think? Would you think this is a cover-up? Would you think this is just CYA because of mistakes law enforcement made, mistakes they can’t afford to admit now that your daughter is dead? Would you think that maybe your law enforcement department was just lazy? Would you think this is just because you live in a small town and small towns don’t have enough resources like big cities, so this is what happens – they just close the investigation?
For me none of the above reasons work, because EVERY human life is precious and deserves respect, dignity and honesty. Families deserve answers. Morgan’s felony stalking case was closed after she was murdered – 2 days before her murder I was told by the lead detective he was close to making an arrest then after she was gone no more follow-up, case closed. This is after bringing the sheriff’s information, evidence to follow-up on and so much more, but only to see that they would not follow-up on anything or spend anymore time on her investigation. What would you do when the suspects family tells you he was either working or not in state when Morgan’s stalking incidents occurred? Number one how would they know when those incidents actually occurred considering the sheriff’s reports did not show all the reports? And even more important than that is the fact that the sheriff’s did receive the work schedule for the suspect after Morgan’s murder and if they had actually looked at it and compared it to my timeline, like they were planning on doing before her murder, they would have seen what I saw…yes he was in the state (except when there was an intentional alibi being made or when there were no stalking incidents on my timeline). I was shocked when I started looking over his hours – of course I was infuriated, wouldn’t you be? And this is why the article mentioned below is so important…law enforcement doesn’t have to be super heroes they just need to be honest and do their job, most do, but not all and that is where change needs to be made. Someone shouldn’t get away with murder, because it gets swept under the rug, or because a contracted forensic pathologist is allowed to say its natural causes for 8 months while being told that it can’t be by so many experts, and then he changes it to suicide when that is not true either and there is conclusive proof to the contrary. When that is allowed to happen then other families will lose loved ones over and over, (because someone got away with murder), and the next time it can be anyone’s daughter.
I know that law enforcement can’t be everywhere at all times, I know law enforcement officers are just human like the rest of us and make mistakes too, but I also know that in my job (probably in yours too) I have to be honest, and accountable for the mistakes I make, correct them and do my best to make sure it does not happen again. The only person responsible for Morgan’s murder is Morgan’s murderer, along with anyone that tried to cover up the crime – there are others who might be tried as an “accomplice” or an “accessory”, and remember there is no statute of limitations on murder.
This article (see link below) from the Journal of Criminal Justice explains very succinctly why there needs to be transparency, and honesty when law enforcement, and the judicial system deals with the family of victims of crime.
Journal of Criminal Justice 38 (2010) 880–888 click here http://www.leg.state.co.us/clics/clics2012a/commsumm.nsf/b4a3962433b52fa787256e5f00670a71/4edad3b79d32555b872579ac007e1eba/$FILE/SenJud0222AttachG.pdf to read the full publication. I am so happy there are so many scholarly people in this world that can explain things that I think and have come to know, but can not properly articulate to others.
Stranger Stalker – What does that mean?
Morgan’s stalker has over, and over again been called a stranger stalker. I know all too well how he did his best to conceal his identity but not his presence, especially at our home. When stalking on the streets he had a different approach, but at the house, to let Morgan know he was right there was almost a particular turn-on for him. The Deputies who first saw the wildlife camera photo of him, leaning against Steve’s truck, and watching them drive away, spooked and angered them. The said they had never seen anything like it.
Stranger stalkers are thought to have a greater affect on their victims because the stalker is unknown to them, hence the stalking takes on a much more frightening feeling. Because the stalker is unknown to the victim, the victim has no idea who to be on the lookout for, who to be careful of or around, and who to speak to, and who to avoid. Although the level of danger connected with stranger stalkers may not in actuality be higher, the stress level most certainly is without doubt. Most experts will tell you that stranger stalking can be one of the most terrifying of all stalking situations, as even the experts themselves don’t know how to deal with it.
In a twist that is especially telling in Morgan’s case a stranger stalker very often suffers from erotomania; a mental disorder that causes the stalker to believe another person is in love with him or her. Due to this disorder, a stranger stalker may fantasize either that they have had an intimate relationship with their victim, or that their victim truly loves them and wants to have an intimate relationship with them. “Erotomania is directed at both men and women, but more men act on the delusion,” according to an expert on the subject.
This helps explain why Morgan’s stalker was almost exclusively at one of the windows of a bathroom she was using. From the beginning until it ended with her death there was always an undeniable voyeur, or peeping tom aspect in Keenan’s approaches to her.
Occasionally, victims of stranger stalking may eventually find out who their stalkers are. Morgan had no idea for a month or so, and then after finding out from a neighbor that Keenan had moved into the neighborhood the pieces started falling together. In fact it was the neighbors that we were not supposed to tell anything about the stalking to (that is what the Sheriff’s said in the beginning, because they felt the stalker was in our neighborhood, and didn’t want to tip him off) that were the most helpful with clues about things they had seen, not the Sheriffs. The Detectives were very careful, and took their time to arrive at the decision that Keenan was the prime suspect, which is good thing I think.
The large number of other stalking incidents in the area over many years all matching his description with a very similar MO had me calling him a serial stalker. Just recently I have found out that this is not that uncommon at all.
Experts feel that over half of the stalkers in America have been involved in prior stalking incidents. Even psychiatrists cannot accurately predict when the stalking behavior will end or happen the next time, but they know that about two-thirds of those showing obsessive stalking behavior have had prior episodes. Law enforcement largely agrees with this theory, as research into the case files for Detectives shows that if a complete background investigation is made into a stalkers past, there are often other cases of prior stalkings.
Morgan’s stalker was a stranger stalker, and most likely a serial stalker as well. That there were people in the neighborhood willing to cover for him undoubtedly made the task more difficult for the Sheriffs. It seems that everyone who was interviewed or questioned, for example with Brooke or Christina Harris, the Sheriffs noted that they detected deception in their answers. A really frustrating part for me is to see a complete lack of follow up on that deception.
As I search for answers for others I know that this is something that has to be more effectively addressed in the future. There are very few reasons for deception in a person’s answers to a Sheriff or Detective asking about a particular individual who is the prime suspect in a stalking. Following up on that deception thoroughly has to be part of the investigation, otherwise it does not seem that there really is much of an investigation going on – don’t you think?
Working in one degree of separation…
A play was written by John Guare, based on a theory by Frigyes Karinthy that there are six degrees of separation, an idea that everyone is six or fewer steps away, by way of introduction, from any other person in the world. Strange as it sounds at first, on average, it really holds up, so that a chain of “friend of a friend” statements can be made to connect any two people in a maximum of six steps.
In other words you meet someone, and they know someone, who knows someone, who knows someone, and six people later, viola, that person knows you! And why is this important you ask? Well once you get this idea there is another one to ponder.
We live in a small, very contained valley, so small that Steve has a theory that we live with one degree of separation. Maybe he’s right, and at times it sure seems like everyone you meet knows at least one friend of yours. And this cuts so many ways in Morgan’s Stalking.
For example:
- James Harris confesses to a client (the same morning we find Morgan’s body) that he knows who the stalker is, and that person he confessed to turns out to be friends with a very good friend of mine. But then the detectives never investigate, never question this witness.
- The detectives interview Keenan’s boss at work (since Keenan was the prime suspect), Keenan gets a glowing review, hard working clean nosed young man, our detectives get the idea at that time that maybe he is not the stalker, and they are wrong about him. Except the detective does not know that the manager is Keenan’s Uncle, by marriage. Nor does he know that at least three other relatives of Keenan work at the same store. The truth was being hidden to confuse this poor detective? Certainly possible. As we all know it was just weeks later that Keenan was arrested on a warrant for theft by receiving, I am told Keenan is the one who walked into the cash for gold store, and fenced the goods, and I believe it. During the stop his car was taken to the station, and a stash of drugs prepackaged for sale were found inside – so much for the clean nosed young man, wouldn’t you say?
- James Harris claims to have not known there was a stalker when questioned on the Dr. Phil show, and said he wishes we would have told him so he could have taken appropriate measures. This was on a TV show where he came with the intention of defending himself with the truth, one might assume. And over the past weekend another connection just jumped out. During Morgan’s stalking the President of the HOA (not James) wanted to do something to stop this situation, and decided one of our next door neighbors had let his yard get quite overgrown (a good place for the stalker to hide) and his plan was to organize a work party of board members to trim it all down. Hopefully give the stalker fewer places to hide, as the stalker was doing so successfully up till then. Don’t we all remember the stalker wandering out and leaning on Steve’s truck to watch the Sheriffs drive away? Guess who was a part of that work party to reduce hiding places for the stalker? You guessed it, James Harris spent a good part of his weekend trimming, and raking and cleaning our neighbor’s yard, because of the stalker we had in our neighborhood – but I guess he must have forgotten all about that. Then, just months later James claims, with a straight face, and actually feigning surprise, that he knew nothing about a stalker. This just gets deeper and deeper, doesn’t it? This latest memory lapse that he had is in addition to all his conversations with the Detectives and the Deputies that came to his house, or that he approached in the street during the 4 months of stalking to ask about the stalker, and James also chooses to completely forget he was interviewed, as well as his daughter Brooke, a face-to-face interview he was at! – a fact he must have forgotten all about as well. Part of this amazing changing memory was posted on April 4, 2013 – “Definition of Accuse.” Click on it if you want to read it again.
- In the months following Morgan’s death many individuals independently came up to me and shared something they had heard Brooke Harris say before Morgan died that troubled them. At different times, and worded slightly different, they all reported hearing her say either, “That bitch is going to get it someday”, or just, “That bitch is going to get it.”. Of course when confronted on stage in TV land she denied ever saying that, and not stopping there she claimed to be a friend of Morgan’s and why would she ever say that? She exclaimed. Just a last tidbit on this, when Keenan was asked if he knew about the “keying” of Morgan’s car, the word ‘Bitch’ scraped into the driver’s door, right down to the metal, Keenan said he did not know about it, but told the detective he either thought “Brooke could have done it,” or “that’s her style, so it is very possible that she did it.” I wasn’t there during his interview with the Detective so I am not sure of the exact wording, but basically that is what I was told that he said to the Detective.
- Everyone wanted me to talk to the ranch next door, and I mean everyone, one by one, they told me about things at the ranch. So thanks I guess to the one degree of separation theory he’s a few more disclosures. The ranch had most, but probably not all, of the seven drugs found in Morgan’s system, and responsible for her death. Keenan’s sister worked her community service at the ranch. Brooke’s mother worked at the ranch. Brooke visited the ranch for reasons unknown to me. Keenan was at the ranch at times. Elliott’s two daughters took riding lessons at the ranch, under the watchful eye of Elliott. At this point all that needs to happen is for James to stop by to pick up one of his daughters or drop something off for his ex and do you realize that every player from the neighborhood in this mystery was at the ranch in the room where the drugs are stored at one time or another? And yes, this connection has also never been investigated by the Sheriff’s department.
- Oh, and as to the seven drugs – as I have not mentioned that in a while, because that part of the investigation is pretty much closed from where I sit. Let me, however, say this; Morgan’s labs confirm the existence of seven drugs of importance, some of these seven drugs can be a synthesis of others, but they can also exist, and can be administered independently, that is a very important detail. As it has been explained to me, EVERY one of those seven drugs has to be analyzed, and evaluated both independently, and then together to approach the true story of what happen to Morgan that night. Focusing on one or two, and dismissing the rest is a sure path to introducing erroneous conclusions. So you can rest assured that the conclusion arrived at by the contracted pathologist is indeed erroneous, of that I have been assured.
Quite fascinating, these varying degrees of separation, especially when you attempt to harness them in order to solve a crime. When the truth never changes, and you have a statute of limitations of forever when it comes to murder, only your tenacity to stay the course becomes the limiting factor in a search for justice. For whom the bell tolls, or the clock ticks in this case, we shall see in the end. Human nature is hard to overcome for most, impossible for others.
In Morgan’s memory Steve and I want to help others, it is the most satisfying task for us now. Research has led us to believe that there are laws to prevent such tragedies as Morgan and our family suffered, they have already been written, and are part of our State law. Now we just need to find out what happened to that memo. I’ll keep you posted.
Meanwhile look for these laws to be posted in their entirety at the State of Colorado to help stalking victims understand the laws at their disposal to protect them…we were not given any of this information during Morgan’s stalking, and I dearly wish we had been given it. It breaks my heart to continually hear from victims that are not being protected due to lack of enforcement of laws that are already in place to protect them. When I travel to Denver I want to be sure to address this very question with as many people in office as I can.