Somewhere Along the Journey Toward Justice for Morgan

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Morgan posing on one of her Dads projects.

Morgan posing on one of her Dad’s functional art pieces.

Home from a whirlwind weekend, Steve and I find ourselves missing Morgan more than ever – but we have many blessings to share from our trip.  First we had a lovely couple of hours to just sit and talk as Vail Pass was shut down and a little snowstorm tried its best to quiet the evening.  We were on our way to the annual FOHVAMP (Families of Homicide Victims and Missing Persons) meeting and Morgan’s best friend was also stuck in the storm coming the other way over Vail Pass so it was a great time to text her and others I haven’t spoken with in such a long time.

Saturday at the meeting we had our chance to talk with Howard, the founder of FOHVAMP and thank him for all the help and support he has given us since Morgan’s death, it has meant so much and it is without doubt one of the few bright stars in an otherwise very dark time for us.  Howard always reminds me to focus on our health and well-being – to not let the murderer claim two more innocent lives, I speak about that often with Steve, and it has made a difference in our lives.

The singular most important thing I have to share from the meeting is the large presence of law enforcement.  Men and women with hearts as big as the Colorado skyline and their feelings for all the other victims like us right out on their sleeves for all to see.  It was so reassuring to be right there and witness first hand how our terribly tragic experience here was isolated to Garfield County, and in other parts of Colorado, Sheriffs and Police departments truly do care, very much, they give up their weekends to help victims such as Steve and I.  It was far beyond heartwarming.  It was reassurance that the entire world has not been flung into an uncontrolled orbit, that sanity really does still exist.

I listened to all the care, concern and advice of many officers down in the trenches every day, and have such great respect for all those whom I listened to, and even more so for those I had the opportunity to talk with.  I know all too well from what happened to Morgan about how difficult a task they face, and to meet with such unwavering dedication brought great hope for Steve and I.

Kim Goldman was there to share her own story of the horrific days she faced after her brother Ron Goldman (who was brutally murdered at the same time as Nicole Brown Simpson) and the ensuing media blitz that became a part of her life in the, “trial of the century.”  She shared her feeling of loss that was a part of so many there in the audience.

The experience was far too fresh and tender of a wound for us to stay till the end, but Steve and I have such unending appreciation and respect for what the FOHVAMP organization does for those who are suddenly in a position that most will never really understand, as Howard once told me a “club” that no one wants to be a part of.  Their website is http://www.unresolvedhomicides.org/about.php

We were blessed with sunshine and a clear day on Sunday, and our afternoon was spent walking Wylah and Tessi down a trail along the river.

Now there is so much to do for Morgan and her memory.  We have new direction and some very promising marching orders.  Hope for us always leads us to the wish we could share that hope more fully with Morgan, and the realization that will never be.  Our path is the search for justice – and the rest of what was taken from Morgan – we, nor anyone else can ever restore.  We love and miss you so much honey…

15 thoughts on “Somewhere Along the Journey Toward Justice for Morgan”

  1. I am so happy that you got to experience law enforcement that way. Your case was / is so mishandled that even mother theresa would have a hard time keeping the faith.:-) What a blessing and breathe of fresh air for you guys. Your entry made my night and Morgan will be vindicated.:-)

  2. Hi, i live in sweden and i saw you on dr.phil i think that you have all the rights to Believe that Brooke killed morgan and i Hope that you and your husband find who killed morgan! I hope that you guys gets peace with this!

    • Thank you! We believe we have enough now to move forward to have her investigation open, and for law enforcement to build a case, and make arrests…it has been a very long and tortuous journey, but in the end one we had to, and have to do, just like any family in our position. You have to trust your gut, you have to ask questions, and you need to stick with it even though it hurts. We have been, and are doing this, and I pray Morgan gets justice – with that I do believe there will be some peace for us. Thanks so much for writing in to me.

  3. Toni I have been thinking a lot about your family lately, I have also been praying so that this investigation is conducted truthfully and all guilty parties are handled properly.
    Sending you hugs and kisses!

  4. Hi Toni my thoughts and prayer go out to you and your husband I believe Brooke murdered her and her father knew about it and helped cover it up

  5. Good on you Toni!!

    I believe they did it, Why would they walk around your house all the time? They have No right to go walk around your house at all times of the night. They are crazy to do that. Morgan is a beautiful girl and I hope you guys get peace.

  6. I saw you on Dr Phil. I have to say you are both an inspiration. As a parent to young children myself I can’t even begin to imagine what you have been through but you are the very essence of what parenting is – never giving up on your child, loving your child, protecting your child and doing whatever it takes.

    • Thank you Sarah – I feel in my heart any parent that loves their child would do the same thing…fight for justice and try to save others so their families don’t have to suffer like this.

  7. Hi Toni,
    You haven’t posted anything in over a month and I thought I’d drop you a line and ask how you and Steve are doing. No doubt you are very busy, but I know it can’t be easy for your family as the anniversary of Morgan’s death approaches. I’m sure the holidays have been especially difficult the past two years. While I’m not the praying kind, I do wish you and your family peace as the next six weeks pass (and beyond, of course.)
    All the best,
    Patricia

  8. Toni,
    I read a story this morning about actress Brittany Murphy’s death being pushed for further investigating as poisoning. Her father was able to obtain hair samples from her that were never tested. I couldn’t remember if that was ever done for Morgan? This particular blog post may not be the forum for my thoughts; I’m so happy for the positivity and encouragement you obtained from the meeting, but I felt compelled to pass it on.

    • No they never tested hair samples but we did keep her brush in a zip lock bag boxed away just in case. We have learned about so many things they can do that I did not think were actually possible so I am encouraged as well…cross your fingers. 🙂

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