A Little Peak Into Who Morgan Was…

Morgan was many things. She was a loving daughter, sister, aunt, niece, and granddaughter, and a fiercely loyal friend. She was an artist, a pianist, a singer, a photographer, and a budding philosopher. She taught herself to knit and crochet, baked amazing desserts, and loved animals. She cared so lovingly for her dog, cat, bird, ferrets, and horse.

The picture above is something Morgan and her longtime friend Bryan created together, even though they were miles apart. She showed it to me about a month before her death, giggling as she explained it. At first, I couldn’t understand how they had made the same drawing without seeing each other’s work.

They had decided to create a pastel drawing together: Morgan made one half, and Bryan made the other. It was their way of staying connected through art while they were apart. They figured out how to make it work. That little drawing says so much to me about who Morgan was. She found joy in creating and sharing something with a friend. She was such a bright light in my life and in the lives of so many others.

I miss her more than words can say. My heart aches for her every day, and I know it will for as long as I live. What keeps me going is the belief, deep in my soul, that when my time on this earth is over, I will see her again. I will hold her tight and kiss her forehead. We will be together again, and my heart will no longer ache. 

Coming Up – 11 Years Since Our First Christmas Without Morgan

These are pictures of Morgan’s dog, Wylah. I truly believe Wylah still remembers her last night with Morgan. She has nightmares at times, and seems wary of people who look similar to the “suspect.” I know Wylah misses Morgan, and many times I see her staring at something that isn’t there, with a smile on her face, and love in her eyes. If only I knew what she was seeing and thinking…

This time of the year is always difficult, but this year is even a little harder than usual. It has been 11 years since we had to face our first Christmas without Morgan, and it has never been the same since. Our family, especially our grandchildren, have kept love alive in our lives. I don’t know what I would have done without them. The pain of missing Morgan is a daily occurrence that will never go away, but we are grateful for the strength our family has given us.

For so many families like us, this time of the year is exceptionally challenging. I wish everyone love, peace, and justice going into the New Year.

Thank you all for following this blog, and sending so much love and encouragements throughout the years, it means the world to me.