What I have learned through the journey our family has been on since Morgan’s stalking and murder is that you can’t survive and expect to thrive all on your own after a major tragedy.  Share your story, be around others in a safe place and allow them to help you.  Let others be the wind beneath your wings so you can fly again, so you can continue your purpose on this planet.  The pain of losing a loved one never goes away, it stays with you forever.  You will never be the same and nor should you be.  Sharing your story and allowing others in, that have had similar traumas, does help – trauma support groups do change your perspective.  If you are in the District Heights area of Maryland try and attend, if not maybe this will help you get in contact with a group in your area.  Much love & light to you all!