{"id":6733,"date":"2016-01-08T11:13:58","date_gmt":"2016-01-08T17:13:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6733"},"modified":"2016-01-08T11:13:58","modified_gmt":"2016-01-08T17:13:58","slug":"saudades-a-message-from-brazil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6733","title":{"rendered":"Saudades&#8230;a message from Brazil"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"6740\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?attachment_id=6740\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/typing.jpg?fit=275%2C183&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"275,183\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"typing\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/typing.jpg?fit=275%2C183&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-6740\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/typing.jpg?resize=275%2C183&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"typing\" width=\"275\" height=\"183\" \/>Last night I received a message through this website &amp; this is what it said:<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"\">\n<div class=\"\">Hello! I&#8217;m from Brazil. I heard about Morgan&#8217;s case right now through ID channel.\u00a0<br class=\"\" \/>I&#8217;m so sorry about her. She&#8217;s beatiful girl, smile and she have a amazing spirit. Yes, she Is, because she&#8217;s alive trough The strength of yours and justice must be done . you guys do not give up.<br class=\"\" \/>There must be someone out there who knows something else. Someone close to her. I&#8217;ll pray for you find out a evidence, a link , something.\u00a0<br class=\"\" \/><br class=\"\" \/><strong>Saudades<\/strong> &#8211; Brazilian expression to say: I&#8217;m miss you, but something more than this.<br class=\"\" \/><br class=\"\" \/>Keep faith, you know her better than anyone.\u00a0<br class=\"\" \/><br class=\"\" \/>Peace.<br class=\"\" \/><br class=\"\" \/>Ps. I&#8217;m so sorry about my poor english. Patricia<\/div>\n<div class=\"\"><\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I was very moved by this when I read it. I had never heard of this word before, but it seemed to touch on how I have felt for a very long time.<\/p>\n<p>From the moment I knew Morgan was no longer with us I had this extremely strong feeling come over me&#8230;in fact I started to tell people what I was feeling that very morning. \u00a0My first thought, of course, was disbelief. \u00a0I wanted a reset button to make it all go away and turn the clock back to the day before &#8211; when Morgan was still alive. \u00a0I yearned to have her back and did not want to give in to the understanding that she was no longer with us. \u00a0Then my next feeling, a very strong feeling, as though I was receiving a message from someone, I &#8220;felt&#8221; that Morgan was okay and bathed in white light and love, that she is still there, I just could not see her. I &#8220;knew&#8221; I would see her again, I could &#8220;feel&#8221; that she was still on her journey, and she was going to still be around to help with what was going to come next. \u00a0I had no idea what that meant. \u00a0I could not even comprehend at that time what was going to happen. and then I &#8220;felt&#8221; that I had to remember everything, because there was meaning to what had just happened&#8230;it was going to change many lives and save many people. Maybe I was &#8220;seeing&#8221; Morgan&#8217;s legacy.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Saudades &#8211;\u00a0<\/strong>It can, yes, be used for the feeling of missing a dear person who has passed away, but It is also a &#8220;bittersweet (&#8230;) yearning and hopefulness towards something over which one has no control&#8221; (same wikipedia article). In that sense, it&#8217;s also the hopeful yearning of someone (or something, a place for example) which you know you&#8217;ll see again but, can&#8217;t right now. by Helder Ribeiro,<span id=\"__w2_ckDQD1R_bio\" class=\"IdentitySig ActorNameSig IdentityNameSig\">\u00a0<span id=\"__w2_ckDQD1R_link\"><span id=\"__w2_ckDQD1R_sig\" class=\"IdentitySig ActorNameSig IdentityNameSig\"><span id=\"__w2_nKguiz0_text_snip\" class=\"expanded_q_text\"><span id=\"__w2_nKguiz0_text_snip_content\"><span class=\"rendered_qtext\">Native Brazilian Portuguese speaker.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"6738\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?attachment_id=6738\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?fit=1024%2C608&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1024,608\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Brazil\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?fit=584%2C347&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-6738 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?resize=300%2C178&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Brazil\" width=\"300\" height=\"178\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?resize=300%2C178&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?resize=768%2C456&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Brazil.jpg?resize=500%2C297&amp;ssl=1 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I received a message through this website &amp; this is what it said: Hello! I&#8217;m from Brazil. I heard about Morgan&#8217;s case right now through ID channel.\u00a0I&#8217;m so sorry about her. She&#8217;s beatiful girl, smile and she have &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6733\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":88894,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[490],"tags":[787,833,57,708,865,823,849,825,850,826,829,678,64,842,417,224,980,322,512,291,17,924,832,932,830,831,845,904,866,867,237,824,931],"class_list":["post-6733","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-morgans-investigation","tag-a-blog-about-the-stalking-and-murder-of-morgan-ingram","tag-accountability-in-law-enforcement","tag-carbondale-murder","tag-co","tag-cold-cases","tag-colorado-crime","tag-colorado-crime-victims-organization","tag-colorado-killing","tag-colorado-organization-for-victim-assistance","tag-deaths-from-stalkers","tag-drugged-and-murdered","tag-fohvamp","tag-garfield-county","tag-help-find-justice-for-morgan","tag-justice-for-morgan","tag-missing-morgan","tag-morgan-ingram","tag-morgan-jennifer-ingram","tag-morgan-was-murdered-by-stalkers","tag-morgans-stalking-blog","tag-morgans-stalking","tag-murder-is-murder","tag-northern-colorado-crime-stoppers","tag-parents-say-daughter-was-murdered","tag-predator-stalker","tag-predatory-stalking","tag-real-crime","tag-reward-poster-northern-colorado-crime-stoppers","tag-serial-murderers","tag-staged-crime-scenes","tag-stalked-and-murdered","tag-stalkers-murder","tag-there-is-no-statute-of-limitation-on-murder"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p2wvjS-1KB","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":7316,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=7316","url_meta":{"origin":6733,"position":0},"title":"Please share&#8230;Justice for Morgan!","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"August 21, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/reward.poster.12.4.2014.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/reward.poster.12.4.2014.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/reward.poster.12.4.2014.jpg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/reward.poster.12.4.2014.jpg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/reward.poster.12.4.2014.jpg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x"},"classes":[]},{"id":5899,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=5899","url_meta":{"origin":6733,"position":1},"title":"Worth Fighting For&#8230;Justice for Morgan!","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"August 31, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"Never Giving Up Morgan","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/NevergivingupMorgan-225x300.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":5211,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=5211","url_meta":{"origin":6733,"position":2},"title":"Mirror, Mirror: Miss you Morgan&#8230;","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"February 1, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"mirrormirror","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/mirrormirror-300x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":5605,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=5605","url_meta":{"origin":6733,"position":3},"title":"Please Share&#8230;Northern Colorado Crime Stoppers on Facebook","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"May 2, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"Please share this link. 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