{"id":6208,"date":"2015-10-30T18:45:23","date_gmt":"2015-10-31T00:45:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6208"},"modified":"2015-10-30T18:45:23","modified_gmt":"2015-10-31T00:45:23","slug":"halloween-2011-i-see-her-over-and-over-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6208","title":{"rendered":"Halloween 2011&#8230;I see her over and over again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"6209\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?attachment_id=6209\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?fit=3872%2C2592&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"3872,2592\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;4&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;NIKON D80&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1320011167&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;55&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;1600&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.05&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;morganhalloween&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"morganhalloween\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?fit=584%2C391&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-6209 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C201&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"morganhalloween\" width=\"300\" height=\"201\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C201&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C685&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?resize=448%2C300&amp;ssl=1 448w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?w=1168&amp;ssl=1 1168w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/morganhalloween-copy.jpg?w=1752&amp;ssl=1 1752w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>I see my sweet youngest daughter, over and over again every Halloween, just as you see her here in her mouse costume. \u00a0Did you notice the heart drawn on her shoulder? \u00a0She put hearts everywhere &#8211; it was a Morgan thing. \ud83d\ude42 \u00a0This was her last Halloween. \u00a0She was having fun with her friends after they all came over to carve pumpkins &amp; roast the seeds.<\/p>\n<p>I see Morgan&#8217;s sweet face and wish with all my heart that I could kiss and hug her again&#8230;I know until the day I die I will wish the same thing. \u00a0How could people live among us in this world that can take a life and not care? \u00a0I have been told over and over again that there are many people in this world that are sociopaths and for them other lives have no meaning. \u00a0But as a mother I want to scream, &#8220;Why my child?&#8221; \u00a0She did nothing wrong&#8230;she was a loving, giving soul. \u00a0Then I think back on all the children that have been taken over the years. \u00a0It doesn&#8217;t matter what they were like they were still loved and their parents are still fighting for justice. \u00a0You should hear some of their stories&#8230;it is just not right&#8230;no one has the right to end another&#8217;s life against their will. \u00a0It is not right, and never will be right.<\/p>\n<p>It is really hard some days with all the holidays coming up. \u00a0I want my baby back, but I know I can&#8217;t have that one wish. \u00a0The pain never goes away and I am pretty sure it never will. \u00a0I am no longer the person I used to be because a piece of my heart called Morgan disappeared the day she died. \u00a0That missing piece will never be replaced. \u00a0But a funny thing happened tonight that made me want to write this blog. \u00a0I was lying in bed feeling very sad and all of a sudden I saw a &#8220;flash&#8221; picture of Morgan pop in front of my face, she was upside down smiling to surprise me. \u00a0It made me smile and disappeared just as fast as it came. \u00a0Maybe most of you think I must have been dreaming, but I wasn&#8217;t. \u00a0My eyes were closed, but I was wide awake and just sad &#8211; I can feel Morgan around me most of the time, but it is really a wonderful surprise when she pops in to cheer me up. \u00a0So now when I see her Halloween picture I am reminded of all the fun we all had and I am grateful for that. \u00a0Still sad because I can&#8217;t have future holidays with Morgan, but grateful for all the wonderful times we did have together&#8230;I feel blessed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I see my sweet youngest daughter, over and over again every Halloween, just as you see her here in her mouse costume. \u00a0Did you notice the heart drawn on her shoulder? \u00a0She put hearts everywhere &#8211; it was a Morgan &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6208\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[490],"tags":[1010,708,825,826,985,829,1006,1011,64,629,1008,842,574,417,980,56,322,512,291,17,594,981,924,923,925,889,993,832,830,831,1009,599,845,866,989,867,237,824,446,982,991,990],"class_list":["post-6208","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-morgans-investigation","tag-aspen-equestrian-ranch","tag-co","tag-colorado-killing","tag-deaths-from-stalkers","tag-drive-a-spoke-into-the-wheels-of-injustice","tag-drugged-and-murdered","tag-every-move-you-make-by-victoria-heywood","tag-for-the-love-of-a-puppy","tag-garfield-county","tag-garfield-county-colorado","tag-good-book-about-stalkers","tag-help-find-justice-for-morgan","tag-humanity","tag-justice-for-morgan","tag-morgan-ingram","tag-morgan-ingram-colorado","tag-morgan-jennifer-ingram","tag-morgan-was-murdered-by-stalkers","tag-morgans-stalking-blog","tag-morgans-stalking","tag-morgans-stalkers","tag-murder-in-colorado","tag-murder-is-murder","tag-murder-is-not-political","tag-murder-is-not-politicalmurder-is-murder","tag-national-center-for-victims-of-crimes","tag-national-stalking-protocol","tag-northern-colorado-crime-stoppers","tag-predator-stalker","tag-predatory-stalking","tag-preshana-ranch-in-carbondale","tag-protecting-victims","tag-real-crime","tag-serial-murderers","tag-serial-stalker","tag-staged-crime-scenes","tag-stalked-and-murdered","tag-stalkers-murder","tag-toni-ingram","tag-toni-ingram-colorado","tag-trophy-hunter-killer","tag-trophy-hunter-stalker"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p2wvjS-1C8","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":6827,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6827","url_meta":{"origin":6208,"position":0},"title":"Missing Morgan Every Minute of Every Day&#8230;","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"January 26, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"Morgan picture copy","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/Morgan-picture-copy-300x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":6066,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6066","url_meta":{"origin":6208,"position":1},"title":"TODAY IS NATIONAL DAY OF REMEMBRANCE FOR MURDER VICTIMS","author":"Toni","date":"September 25, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00a0 ALWAYS REMEMBER AND KEEP THEM IN YOUR HEART","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"murder victims_thumb[2]","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/murder-victims_thumb2-300x107.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":6351,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6351","url_meta":{"origin":6208,"position":2},"title":"Morgan and her horse TC&#8230;","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"November 23, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"I will never forget Morgan's contagious giggles, and abundant love...and neither will her horse TC - he loved her with all his heart.","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"DIGITAL CAMERA","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/Xmas-030-copy-225x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":6752,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6752","url_meta":{"origin":6208,"position":3},"title":"Every Life Matters &#8211; put a stop to murder!","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"January 20, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"Every life matters. \u00a0Morgan's life mattered. \u00a0Morgan was loved & she is missed. 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