{"id":10037,"date":"2018-10-23T13:23:38","date_gmt":"2018-10-23T19:23:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=10037"},"modified":"2018-10-23T13:23:38","modified_gmt":"2018-10-23T19:23:38","slug":"circumstances-created-who-i-am-today-i-will-never-be-the-same-person-i-was-before-morgan-was-stalked-murdered","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=10037","title":{"rendered":"Circumstances created who I am today&#8230;I will never be the same person I was before Morgan was stalked &#038; murdered&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"10124\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?attachment_id=10124\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?fit=1275%2C1650&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1275,1650\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"suspect on report\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?fit=584%2C756&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10124\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?resize=584%2C756&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"584\" height=\"756\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?w=1275&amp;ssl=1 1275w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?resize=232%2C300&amp;ssl=1 232w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?resize=768%2C994&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?resize=791%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 791w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/suspect-on-report.jpg?w=1168&amp;ssl=1 1168w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"color: #993300;\"><strong>FOR ANYONE READING THIS, WHO MAY QUESTION WHY I WOULD ACCUSE SOMEONE OF BEING A STALKER&#8230;READ ABOVE FOR YOURSELF, <u>MORGAN WAS STALKED &amp; THERE WAS A SUSPECT<\/u> &#8211; MORGAN WAS ALSO MURDERED, AND NO MATTER HOW HARD \u00a0YOU MAY TRY TO PRETEND IT DIDN&#8217;T HAPPEN &#8211; <\/strong><\/span><span style=\"color: #993300;\"><strong>IT DID. <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #993300;\"><strong>MORGAN WILL GET JUSTICE, BECAUSE I WILL NEVER STOP PUSHING FOR JUSTICE!<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>It is true &#8211; circumstances created who I am today, and I will never be the same person I was before my daughter was stalked &amp; murdered&#8230;how could I be? My youngest child was murdered &#8211; there is\u00a0no \u201cmoving on,\u201d or &#8220;getting over it.&#8221; Nothing can &#8220;fix&#8221; my heartache. I have had to learn to continue to live without Morgan. Her father Steve, has had to learn to live without Morgan, as well as her sister and brother, grandparents, Aunts &amp; Uncles, cousins, niece &amp; nephew, friends and soulmates. And why? All because a sick and horrible monster decided to take her life.<\/p>\n<p>Now we are getting closer to the holidays&#8230;those are some of the worst times. Everything I see, everything I cook, everything I do, reminds me of Morgan. From pomegranates to Nosa yogurt, all Morgan&#8217;s favorite foods tug at my heart. Seeing snow on the mountain top reminds me of Morgan saying, &#8220;Mom, look at the mountain, she changes every day and she is so beautiful.&#8221; I could go on and on about every single little thing that makes my heart feel like it&#8217;s being crushed, while I try so hard to keep from crying.<\/p>\n<p>I know I am not alone, many other parents of murdered children feel the same way I do. It is one of the most extreme traumas any parent can experience, and it changes you forever. There is anger and deep pain.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I want justice for my precious daughter Morgan for many reasons, and one of those reasons is because I can&#8217;t bear the thought of another family going through what our family has gone through if and when Morgan&#8217;s murderer has the opportunity to kill again&#8230;so I continue on every day with my fight for justice&#8230;there really is no other choice, just like I am sure you would do if it were your daughter. Please pray for justice.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>#JusticeForMorgan!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>FOR ANYONE READING THIS, WHO MAY QUESTION WHY I WOULD ACCUSE SOMEONE OF BEING A STALKER&#8230;READ ABOVE FOR YOURSELF, MORGAN WAS STALKED &amp; THERE WAS A SUSPECT &#8211; MORGAN WAS ALSO MURDERED, AND NO MATTER HOW HARD \u00a0YOU MAY TRY &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=10037\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":88894,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7,490,39],"tags":[1707,1146,1551,1704,1706,1705,1224],"class_list":["post-10037","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-morgan-ingram","category-morgans-investigation","category-tonis-reflections","tag-investigatemorganingrammurder","tag-justiceformorgan","tag-murderedingarfieldcountycolorado","tag-neverthesame","tag-nogettingoverit","tag-nomovingon","tag-stalkedmurdered"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p2wvjS-2BT","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":9900,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=9900","url_meta":{"origin":10037,"position":0},"title":"Standing with the truth&#8230;","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"June 7, 2018","format":false,"excerpt":"Here is another picture from a post some of Morgan's friends posted on a Facebook site they set up, as they fight for justice for Morgan...our family thanks them, as well as all of #TeamMorgan, for hanging in there all these years, as we continue our fight for #JusticeForMorgan \u00a0Your\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan Ingram&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan Ingram","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=7"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/Screen-Shot-2018-06-05-at-8.41.36-PM.png?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/Screen-Shot-2018-06-05-at-8.41.36-PM.png?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/Screen-Shot-2018-06-05-at-8.41.36-PM.png?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":5016,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=5016","url_meta":{"origin":10037,"position":1},"title":"Yarn &#038; needles&#8230;thinking of you Morgan!","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"November 13, 2014","format":false,"excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"4519040_Gzj2DyHe_c","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/4519040_Gzj2DyHe_c-231x300.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":6968,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6968","url_meta":{"origin":10037,"position":2},"title":"March 17, 2016 &#8211; Justice For Morgan","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"March 17, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Morgan's Investigation&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Morgan's Investigation","link":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?cat=490"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morgansstalking.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/Morgan-post-1.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":6772,"url":"https:\/\/morgansstalking.com\/?p=6772","url_meta":{"origin":10037,"position":3},"title":"Beware the psychopath&#8230;","author":"Toni Ingram","date":"January 15, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"Doesn't this sound familiar? 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